omg the serenity 

that haze though.....

sweaty budz. 

I like it. I like it when someone appreciates me. 

*when someone actually listens to my lame stories. 

*when someone actually listens to me. 

*when i talk, they listen and they remember. 

but no one actually does that. 

That is why people know that i'm always in my own world.. 

Not because i deliberately want to be exclusive but because no one ever bothers to try and find out what i'm thinking. no one genuinely gives a shit about me.

Sharing my deep thoughts to people just make me feel like i'm such a burden. 

I'd rather just keep it to myself.

So don't blame me when i'm always not sharing what is happening to me, around me, what is it about me. 

because...

I'm rlly afraid that one day when i do share, i might just regret blurting out my personal thoughts and feelings to someone because i'll come to a realisation that honestly he/she doesn't care, nobody does. 

they just want to know. 

If i'm ever brave enough to share with you my deepest thoughts and secrets, to show you my flaws. I hope that you'll embrace me for all that I am and all that I am not. 

omg the serenity 

that haze though.....

sweaty budz. 

I like it. I like it when someone appreciates me. 

*when someone actually listens to my lame stories. 

*when someone actually listens to me. 

*when i talk, they listen and they remember. 

but no one actually does that. 

That is why people know that i'm always in my own world.. 

Not because i deliberately want to be exclusive but because no one ever bothers to try and find out what i'm thinking. no one genuinely gives a shit about me.

Sharing my deep thoughts to people just make me feel like i'm such a burden. 

I'd rather just keep it to myself.

So don't blame me when i'm always not sharing what is happening to me, around me, what is it about me. 

because...

I'm rlly afraid that one day when i do share, i might just regret blurting out my personal thoughts and feelings to someone because i'll come to a realisation that honestly he/she doesn't care, nobody does. 

they just want to know. 

If i'm ever brave enough to share with you my deepest thoughts and secrets, to show you my flaws. I hope that you'll embrace me for all that I am and all that I am not.