art is a way of cure and survival

Friday, May 2, 2014 | 0 comments

+i recently found my primary school autograph book and reread it a few times.
it's damn cute la omg.... ^u^  my primary school friends oh my T^T
yknow I kinda miss my primary school days. although it was horrible for me..... bad memories.
well, secondary school was horrible for me as well.. until sec four:} but still, i guess im kinda glad im out of that shit hole and im finally free. I have genuine friends with me, i can study something i have interest in and that's all that matters to me now:)

+oh and i'm adding "travelling alone to somewhere serene" on my bucket list when i hit 21 years old.
I haven't exactly decided where, but I will before i hit 21 y/o~

+and also adding "learning to surf and scuba dive" on that list as well

+also "living in an apartment by the beach for at least 3 months"

+I WANT TO DO WELL SO I CAN DO WHAT I WANT AND CLEAR MY BUCKET LIST. I CAN DO THIS.






//i feel kinda stressed out though. Everyone in my class is sososo outspoken that i'm having doubts with myself. I used to think like I was outspoken, but like after hearing my classmates present, i was in awe, they can speak so friggin well. honestly, Like 99.99% of the people there knows what they're talking about.
(with the remaining 0.01% being me, i was just blatantly reading from the slides? what is wrong with me?!?!!)

After presenting something for the first time this year, i think i did quite badly compared to the rest like they know their shit man. Did i mention that when I heard myself stammer,with all the "ummm" "ahh", it was kinda frustrating, i don't remember talking being THIS difficult...//

#note to self: i HAVE to work hard. Hard work beats talent. I can do this.

art is a way of cure and survival

Friday, May 2, 2014 | 0 comments

+i recently found my primary school autograph book and reread it a few times.
it's damn cute la omg.... ^u^  my primary school friends oh my T^T
yknow I kinda miss my primary school days. although it was horrible for me..... bad memories.
well, secondary school was horrible for me as well.. until sec four:} but still, i guess im kinda glad im out of that shit hole and im finally free. I have genuine friends with me, i can study something i have interest in and that's all that matters to me now:)

+oh and i'm adding "travelling alone to somewhere serene" on my bucket list when i hit 21 years old.
I haven't exactly decided where, but I will before i hit 21 y/o~

+and also adding "learning to surf and scuba dive" on that list as well

+also "living in an apartment by the beach for at least 3 months"

+I WANT TO DO WELL SO I CAN DO WHAT I WANT AND CLEAR MY BUCKET LIST. I CAN DO THIS.






//i feel kinda stressed out though. Everyone in my class is sososo outspoken that i'm having doubts with myself. I used to think like I was outspoken, but like after hearing my classmates present, i was in awe, they can speak so friggin well. honestly, Like 99.99% of the people there knows what they're talking about.
(with the remaining 0.01% being me, i was just blatantly reading from the slides? what is wrong with me?!?!!)

After presenting something for the first time this year, i think i did quite badly compared to the rest like they know their shit man. Did i mention that when I heard myself stammer,with all the "ummm" "ahh", it was kinda frustrating, i don't remember talking being THIS difficult...//

#note to self: i HAVE to work hard. Hard work beats talent. I can do this.

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