cchheerryyll

Sunday, January 4, 2015 | 0 comments

its nice and heartwarming to know I'll always have you by my side.

I guess I am really bad at conveying my thoughts and feelings.

I don't openly tell people my feelings.

I'm not a straightforward person.

I beat around the bush.

I hesitate.

I fear rejection.

I guess that's why I'm easily impressed by the person

when he/she can just openly talk about their feelings for someone.

Or when someone can just utter their disgust over another person upfront.

I applaud them for their courage.

I wish I have that in me.

Don't get me wrong. I am not pretending to be someone I'm not.

I am being myself.

I just don't express any sort of feelings for anyone.

(Except inanimate objects like totoro~)

I'm just appalled by their courage of expressing it so openly.

Maybe someday I can be like them.

But for now, I'll just watch in awe as they voice out their feelings while I hide in my shell.